9/20/10

Kaiden? Aylegih? Whaa?

Yes, if me and Aidan were dating those would be our couple name. Lol. I wish we were, I really do love him, and I really am deeply obsessed with the boy. He's so adorable <3 UN-RE-SIS-TABLE I tell ya, to bad though I claimed him:) Well that's kinda mean because it means he has not a chance with anyone in the Winchester area. I feel bad, but I love him so much. It would kill me if he was with anyone else. Don't you know the feeling?

~Aidan dating someone I know~
Aidan: I love you!
Girl: I love you 2!
Me: ~dies~

The end.


That wouldn't be to great now would it? I don't think my friends would be happy to attend my funeral, I'm pretty sure Aidan would throw a party and hit on my sister. I wish I was Kelsey sometimes, She has everything I want, and even the few things I need.
Aidan why can't you love me instead? Why am I not good enough? Why can't ANYONE love me? It just isn't fair. I've never had a serious relationship. Aidan is the person I've liked the longest, and yes this post is all about him. If you don't wanna hear about him, then don't read this because every word I say is about him. He's tall and skinny but not to skinny he has chub to him, and his hair goes down to his shoulders, a dark brown, his brown eyes are the only ones I melt into.

I seriously think the meaning for my life is stalking him.

and he texted me.
<3
LOVE ME PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSEEEEEE.

Okay I lied..
I'm gonna talk about the one guy I might like more than Aidan.
Ryan.
Ryan D
Not my ex hahah..
I always fall for the guys that live in a different state, and that breaks my heart because no one wants a long distance relationship. Especially with an ugly girl. Like me. He probably wants someone, like all the girls in his state, I wouldn't know. I can't read minds... well not his mind anyway.

Anyway Library sucks and the font I'm typing in is really making me mad, So I'm cutting this post short even though I have much much more I could say. Cya Guys.
Sincerely,
Kyleigh Jewel Sanchez.

9/15/10

Long Time No see.

I haven't written in a long time. I started thinking and remembered that I had a blog. I've been busy with school lately so sorry for not keeping you guys updated.

I've been facing a lot of problems lately. Thinking harder, about what I say and what I do, I went from careless and excited, to paranoid and alone. My surrounding are always known, I know who's watching, and even who isn't. My eyesight has gotten worse, but when I put on my glasses I see a whole new world. It's like I know what they're thinking when they take a glance at me. "It's her.." I'm her. I'm the girl. The girl everyone knows...

Did I tell you that I met a new girl? Well I couldn't have because I haven't updated since early august. Her names Kristina, and she reminds me so much of myself. Maybe she's my rachel? Rachel is my sisters best friend and they had met in 7th grade. Kristina and I already have a lot in common, its fun explaining to her the rules of the school. Were the best place to fit in is, and that's with us, because if I don't love ya, I hate ya, and that's not a good thing. I can ruin a persons life just like that, except Abby Digate's she's untouchable and that bothers me.

I should probably mention Aidan, I still like him yes I admit. To start off this paragraph I will say this statement. "My name is Kyleigh and I am a Aidan Addict". Mhm I admit it it's true:)

Well I'm being kicked off now. I'll update sooner than usual, not like last time, because this is my latest post in over a month.

Cya Later
Kyleigh Jewel Sanchez.