8/9/10

Dee... Doo... Sing my own song.

Sing along
To my song
Come and play
We will stay
forever friends
till the end
Dum dee dooo
Dee doo dummm
Dumm daaa doo
La La La La la.

I'm in a mood were nothing mattes. Where the world could end and I'd be humming something no one would expect me to be humming. la.. La la la... La.. La la laaa... La la... laaa..

To much has happened for me to really explain it all. My boyfriend dumped me for good this time and now he's gay, I went to my best friend to talk to and she flipped out on me thinking about how my ex would feel instead of me, I lost all hope in her and now me and her aren't even really friends. I think this guy is going to ask me out and I hope he does, but if he does I'll be scared to say Yes because of what his best friend had did to me. Remember Aidan? Well he's just being plain confusing, He loves me, He hates me, He needs me, He doesn't care for me. I think I'd be better without him. Easier on me

Also Remember Ryan? Well hes talking to me again. I feel like hes trying to direct my life, Like I'm just following his path and not the path I want to follow. I'll break that off sooner or later. I can't have people telling me what I am supposed to do. He's a year older than me, not 10 yrs older. I can tell whats right and wrong. I'm a big girl now! ;)

I lost friends, but I still have some I guess. I stayed close with some people from Winchester, But I never really talk to them except for my main people that IM/Txt me a lot, or email me. Emails are fun to do though, I've never had a friend who I just email instead of talking to them over the phone or something.

I have a lot to say, but to say I have not a reason to say it because it would be giving you to much information and do I need the world knowing every little detail about me? If anyone is still reading, let me know! Its a little creepy when I write a post, it makes me feel like I'm just talking to myself even though I do that a lot. Wrapping this up, thanks for listening, and sorry I haven't said anything in a while. I may not be a famous blogger, but that doesn't mean I'm nothing. I'm a something in a crowd of better something.

Peace Out Girl Scouts and Live life for you because thats what we all deserve!

Te Amo- Rhianna.

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