Summer.

It's summer now. It started yesterday. Our last day of school. I'm really not ready to grow up. Thinking about all of this has made me cry before. Soon I'll be in high school. Then I'll be out of college. I'll be at the alter with my fiance ready to be married. Then I'll have a little baby on the way. Then I'll watch my baby grow up to. I'll watch him/her standing with his/her fiance getting married. Then I'll watch my baby have its baby. Then I'll die.


Life passes by us so fast we can't even remember it all. We can't remember we're we planned to go. I'm moving away now. I'm leaving the house I've lived in for 6 almost 7 years. It's being taken away from me. I don't know we're I am going now. I don't know we're I'm going to live. But I know I'm going to be moving before the month ends. And that's soon. We're supposed to go to an apartment. But now I realized I don't wanna leave. I don't wanna move on. Life is passing me. Time is hurting me. Summer is here, soon I'll be in 7th grade. With my new teachers. Then It will already be 8th grade. I'm not ready to move on. But I Don't have a choice now do I. I just gotta watch it all go through my eyes. I may be alone now, but I will find someone. I will find someone eventually. I hope eventually is soon. But I doubt that.

I'm not afraid. To Take a Stand.

I'm not going to be afraid anymore. Well not of that. I'm sick of being pushed around. The clicks of my key board is comforting. But I'm going to drift off and set them straight. I'm not afraid. I may be alone for now. But I am not afraid. I won't be afraid again. I promise you that. I'm not going to cry every night, I'll fall a sleep with dignity and I'll awake with power. With strength. With life. I'll act alive. I will know longer hide. I'll stand out in the sun.

I will Survive the horrible, terrible, disgusting, painful, hurtful game that we all call Life.


Not Afraid- Eminem.