Sweet..Sweet..Boredom.

Boredom. A terrible disease that has very few cures and everyday people are cursed to catch it. But luckily I have the cure for this very very horrible disease! Marshmellows :O) Well, marshmellows and mini golfing. Those are some of the very few cures for boredom. I am glad I have come to a conclusion where I can fix my ishues. Also, I blog. Blogging is the best thing I have since your always listening, or are you? I really don't know. I get no response from you guys.. Oh well. You haft to be listening. Otherwise I'm just a pathetic loser who types on this every day/ every other day. I really pour my heart out on this thing. My opinion on life. It seems like it actually counts when I put it up on here. Maybe it does.

Well, 2 days until Jubilation auditions.

Watch me be a failure and totally drop out like I go up there smile and then leave because I can't find the courage to do it. I'm so scared. I know the song perfectly, and I've practiced long and hard. I really wanna get in, its my goal. Im almost positive I won't though. Sadly a lot of kids are trying out, and most of them are a lot better than I'll ever be. I still have a chance though!

If I get in I'd be screaming at the top of my lungs crying because I'm so proud of myself for even trying to get in and I'd dance and laugh and my life would be good for that moment at least.

If I don't get in I'll look over and say "told you so", brush it off and move on with life. I can try again next year but still. Whatever. Its not a big deal If I'm not good enough for it. More free time for me, along with less responsibility and I have more choices to go on, more clubs I can attend, etc.

It kinda depends on my choices to were I end up.

Live Life
Laugh Hard
Stay True
Be You.

That's my modo, and it's true. We gotta learn to live life, and forget about what has hurt us the most. Learn to be yourself and whoever likes you, you have the pleasure of knowing that they like you for you and not what you pretend to be. I rather have a thousand people hate me and a couple of people like me for who I am then have a thousand people like me for what I keep pretending to me. I think that's how everyone would want it. Don't you think?



Laugh when You need to laugh
and smile when you need to smile
Cry to make yourself feel better
and don't let them even have the pleasure
happiness will always find its way
into your life exspecially when you need it.

:)

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IDK! :P

Cya.